i need to go out from this hell..

so damn fucked up...

somebody please help me out from this place..??
i need a brand new life package...do u hv it.??
please inform me back then..

somewhere or somehow...
am thinking bout to get my ass out from here...
am sick and tired with my daily fuckin boredom life...

if u think u can help me...
you are the person that am looking for...
feel free to text me back...

Heavy Metal..

:: just for info ::
Intro :
Heavy metal music is a form of music that is pretty heavy, and also pretty metal. It scares most conservatives and fundamentalists due to being sounding fairly anti-authoritarian, as well as having many bands that use Satanic imagery, though most only for shock value. Such as the band Mercyful Fate or whatever album cover Slayer have commissioned to piss off anyone who is even mildly religiously sensitive.

The Horns
The "horns", where the hand is formed into a fist and the pinky and index finger are raised, is a generally universal sign of metal and usually written as \m/, which imitates the shape. It has been claimed to be Satanic (it's sometimes referred to as "the sign of the devil, dude"). However, the person responsible for its popularity, Ronnie James Dio (not his real name), says that it was actually a sign used by his grandmother to ward off the "evil eye", or to give it, and this sense of mysticism felt appropriate for Black Sabbath, which he joined after their original vocalist, Ozzy Osbourne, had left. By placing two fists side by side and extending only the index fingers to form a "\mnnm/" kind of shape, you get "two much metal for one hand".

Personality(fan)
A 2008 survey found that Metal fans are typically "gentle, creative types who are at ease with themselves." This is of course a huge blow to the credibility of legions of fifteen year olds who want to annoy their parents with their "rebellious" branded T-shirts. The surveys and studies mentioned that the personality types of people who like heavy metal are most like those who listen to classical music; make of this what you will.However, it's not all well educated and well spoken gentlemen trying to hide behind a mask of evil and rock persona, taking it with a pinch of salt and enjoyment; some take it incredibly seriously. In early 2010, the metal magazine Metal Hammer decided "hey, wouldn't it be a nice idea if metal was a religion". Aiming to repeat the feat achieved by the Jedi, the magazine prompted its readers to declare "metal" as their religion on the 2011 UK census.

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life isnt that sweet as sugar...isnt that beautiful as snow white..

finally...i manage to sit back n start spitting my words again..

can u see wht the hell is going wif our world today.??tell me how today's world influence ur daily life...as i told u guys before...as the days passing by...as the time moving fast...faster than u could ever imagine...try to figure out urself..wht u have left behind.??think bout it...maybe it is something that precious n u urself didnt notice bout it... each breath could be the last....

that's not my point here...jus wanna tell something that really close to our surrounding...life isnt that sweet as sugar...isnt that beautiful as snow white..think bout it guys...

as we enjoy blissful days...remember dat it wont be lasting...even u r trying so hard to keep it remain in u...dat's so impossible...u cant deny it...it's a fact...

"life comes in a package where the good and bads, ups and downs are inclusive", kenny..

pegi mamposs laa...

hahahaa...
cam kelakar jek...ko mmg cam cibai laa...tp aku rase da mmg adat dunia kot camni...trend dunia akhir zaman...aku de cite nk share sket...de sesetengah makhluk tu...lau time susah bleh leh lak tgur org...niat hati nak mntak tolong...dk maen kiasan lak...wat xphm² sudeh...tp cam palat jek ayat die...konon xnak klah r...xnk nmpk orang tgk die mntak tolong konon x cool r mntak² neh...pegi mamposs laa weh...ko buat sndri laa...cam kimak jek...lau x sbab camtu...haram jek nak tgur....senyum pom x...tgk muke poyo cam babi jek...orang tgur pom wat cam cibai...konon bagus sgt laa tu...padan muka ko...sndri tanggung laa weh...hahaha...mnde y dk poyo² tu kena kt ko sndri...rasekanlaa...bkn nk kate bkire ke ape...tp idop camtu r...org wat baek ngn aku...aku wat baek ngn org tu...lau ko wat taik...ngn mangkok jamban skali aku bagi...hahah...aku ske tgk muko palat poyo cam babi ko tu terhegeh² camtu...

p/s: what goes around...comes around...

the beginning of the new journey...

hu-ah...finally...we made it till the end of 2009...Thankx God...new chapter of my life is about to begin...still need to analyze my year 2009...what's my biggest glory.??am i have that glory glory moment.??am not sure bout what am doing in 2009...am i just wastin my days or just bullshittin around wif nothin that won't give me anythin precious...

urgh...still seeking n searching...
me myself couldnt understand myself either...
who am i.??
what the hell am i doing here.??
how many time i got to keep alive.??
etc....

dozen of questions need to be answered...
will i get the answers.??

neway...hepi new year...may God bless ur fuckin days....
forgive me for all mistakes and misbehavior..
love u all...

Avenged Sevenfold drummer found dead in home

Details are still unfolding, but we have received word that Avenged Sevenfold drummer James Owen Sullivan, better known as "The Rev," was found dead in his Huntington Beach, California, home this morning. According to the OC Register, Sullivan's body was discovered by firefighters who were called to his house around 1 p.m. local time on Dec. 28. According to Huntington Beach police Lt. John Domingo commented that it appeared the 28-year-old drummer died of natural causes.

The remaining members of A7X have issued a statement, which reads:

"It is with great sadness and heavy hearts that we tell you of the passing today of Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan. Jimmy was not only one of the world's best drummers, but more importantly he was our best friend and brother. Our thoughts and prayers go out to Jimmy's family and we hope that you will respect their privacy during this difficult time.

Jimmy you are forever in our hearts.
We love you.

M Shadows, Synyster Gates, Zacky Vengeance and Johnny Christ"

The Rev, one of Avenged Sevenfold's three original members, had been with the band since their 1999 inception, playing on all their albums. His most recent studio work can be heard on 2007's self-titled effort.

Our deepest condolences to the family, friends and fans of James Owen Sullivan.

source:http://altpress.com/news/therevfounddead.htm

decision maker..

nah..am not a good decision maker..*duh*..it's hard for me to come out with something that surely satisfying my need..damn...i tend to lost in between when it come to choose one which both perfectly suit me...is it bad for me.??yeah..fuckin bad...my friend once told me that "life is all about making choices"..shrouded by questions mark..we can't stop it..we have to face it..

"a decision made at night may be changed in the morning", Samoan Proverb.. that's right...i'm use to that situation..we can't predict the future..sometime the environment could possibly influence us to make the decision..should I let the environment drive me to clueless solution..??i do believe that we have to stand for our own right..and..fight for your right..don't give a damn about others perception with your final decision..it is all yours...